Am I the only one in this institution that thinks running Windows XP is valid?

A king once said,

only jesters rush head first,

well consider me the circus,

because that's all I do

The priest once told me,

love is the biggest blessing,

but he forgot about the heartache,

that can't be covered by a dressing.

And the fool was the wisest,

he kept his mouth shut,

didn't speak a single word,

just because he thought he knew the truth.

When games are played,

no one mentions that we both lose,

even if everyone is talking,

the alcohol keeps me deaf.

The baker once whispered,

you'll be damned if you do,

but he forgot to mention,

you'll regret it if you don't.

And the doctor once mumbled,

time heals all,

I guess it was a lame excuse,

for him not to do his job.

Or is everything they said true,

and I'm the one that has no clue,

am I lost and alone,

endlessly swimming in the blue.

Now the king, priest and fool,

the baker, doctor and town folk,

fall asleep early at night,

while I'm stuck to the bottle like glue.

Truly alone

With a wish to feel happiness,
with a wish to see your face once again,
I feel as if I'm alone, put up against the world.

With memories of those high school days,
with memories of the sickening feeling called love,
I long for the day of the end.

Nothing I do or say,
nothing will stop this pain,
such a long and lonely road through the night.

Wasting everything I have,
wasting the time I once longed for,
now I know what it means to be truly alone.