You can't be more wrong

You think I'm doing fine,
But darling you've got no idea what's on my mind.
Every night I fight my fears,
I fight the fear of dying alone,
I fight the fear of losing you, again,
For once I want to be able to hold you,
But you are nowhere to be found,
And when I hold you, I can't feel you,
When I feel you, I can't see you,
When I see you, I don't know you,
Because you're nothing like the girl I once loved.

And now when I can feel you, hold you and see you,
I can't stop reminding myself of how you screwed me over.
You took everything from me,
The only thing left is my sanity,
And even that is questionable.
Nothing is the same since you left me.
Nothing will ever be the same.

What he was and what I am

   So you think you've been through it all, but did you ever care to wonder why? You think you're the centre of attention and you think you are a special star.
The truth is you're nothing more than a bloody whore, a bloody whore that he used to adore!
He used to love you but you left scars on his torso and face, yet he still loved you cause he thought you couldn't be replaced.
   Loneliness you used to be his everything, now you're nowhere to be found. Your absence changed him, even though you told him you'll be forever by his side.
  He trusted you so he became a reject. And although he had a home you made him feel homeless and u unwanted.
You told him that he was worthless and that everyone hated him.
   But now he has become I, I, a guy who just doesn't care, I, a guy who does not love nor a guy who hates. He has become I, a guy who fights for the sake of becoming someone, I, a guy who wants to be remembered!