Rooftops and parking lots

Let's go to the 10th floor of the parking lot,
sit on the top, drink and have fun,
ramble and cheap talk should be enough,
the truth is all we got,
and I know it's not a lot,
but,
I still remember how we met, yet,
I don't remember making this alcoholic bet,
three years passed,
and all I can say is I'm glad of the time we wasted,
spending it on memories in unusual places,
not hiding our faces, honest from the start till the end.

Don't be scared to look down,
open your eyes and see the beauty of our town,
take a big deep breath,
we're at the top,
and this night is all we got.

So a few hours pass,
but they went by unnoticed,
all I could think of is how to hold this blessed moment.
Now you're resting in my hands,
with a smile on my face,
you complimented my smell,
girl you made me fell,
so I just went for it and kissed you,
and time slowed down,
allowing us to sit down.
Not because you tripped, no,
we just needed time off,
to get another drink.

So don't be scared to look down,
open your eyes and see the beauty of our town,
take a big deep breath,
we're at the top,
and this night is all we've got.

Now I can see your mother's calling,
probably worried cause she doesn't know who you're rolling with,
but we both didn't want this to end,
you turned off your phone,
and act like nothing happened.

Time to climb down, mix with the crowd,
be on our way home,
let me walk you back to your place,
kiss your face one last time,
and maybe hope to see you soon and call you mine.

Buying books off of Amazon is a good hobby if you have time to read them but lately I've been doing that just so I won't have enough money to go out with you

Do not ask,
for you are just a bird,
words won't help,
you just need to fly.

Do not be scared,
for you are just a mouse,
emotions won't help,
you just need to run,

Do not be ashamed,
for you are just a hare,
thinking won't help,
you just need to hop.

You do not need to hide,
you are nothing more than a snake,
slither in their beds,
leave your skin on the pillows,
while still speaking softly,
you spit venomous lies.
Slowly killing me.

All my thoughts have been replaced with lemon-lime ice-cream ( although sweet they are a bit sour and unpleasant, yet I still enjoy them ) - part IV / II

You showed me your wounds,
but you never allowed me to heal them,
you asked for my advice,
but you never listened.

Now you kindly try to stop talking to me,
you politely try to turn down the offer,
the same one you came up with.

Is it because you're scared?
Don't you know I am too?

I've tried running away,
but I always end up coming back to you,
cause you kindly try to let me go,
creating the illusion that you actually care.
Just tell me to get lost,
I'll gladly do so,
but don't blame other's when you think of an excuse to use.

You say that you care,
don't get mad when I won't believe it.
Look at what you've done,
so you can understand the things I'm about to do.

I'm in a city where I'm all alone,
now that you're gone,
there's no place that I can call my home,
there's not a single place where I won't be on my own.

All that I can do is waste my time thinking of you,
that's what happens when I don't have anything smarter to do.
Eat the ice-cream that you loved,
while making the taste become my thoughts.

IV

Even I am scared,
scared this will just end one day,
I want you to stay.

I am sad

Intimidated,
anxious,
miserable.
Scared
and
dying.
Inferior,
depressed.
Rejected,
afraid,
terrified,
hopeless,
envious,
rundown.
Broken,
empty.
Disturbed,
exhausted,
abandoned,
dead.