Emotions that are slowly cooking like rice,
three hours are more than enough to think about life,
sweet or salty, I am sorry.
Enter our home,
talk as if we are strangers,
throw the curtains,
hide under the trees in the garden,
give the sun for shade.
This always happens,
and as long as this house stands,
I know it'll never end.
Seeing where you're coming from,
I try to change (the pictures on the walls),
I try to fix the furniture (the one you restored),
but that'll never matter when the foundation is shaky.
The house is moving,
along with my thoughts,
can we just agree to burn it all?
If we start again,
should we build something new,
should we try and forget what I put you through?
Or should I burn,
along with this house,
should I just stand still,
and be judged for what I've done.
I was ready,
I think I still am,
I just don't want you around,
in the way you used to be.
I'm ready to burn this all,
I'm ready to burn with it.
With a sight,
with little hope,
I know you'll be able to forget me.
Never remember me,
stop thinking of this,
let these words open the doors,
as I burn within.
Maybe it'll hurt,
or it could bring me a smile,
I just wish I could stay out of your life.
Fly away forever,
forget who I am,
what I stand for.
You built this house,
it's time for me to burn it down.
Throw away the pictures I have painted,
with my words they were created.
You put them up in our living room,
can't believe what I made.
Destroy everything I've ever touched,
erase me from history,
try to become happy,
that's all you'll ever need,
try to become happy,
since you weren't when you were with me.
26 year old Philosophy professor from Macedonia that usually writes poetry and short stories that help me express my feelings towards people, events, life in general. I also stream on Twitch @lehgou
Showing posts with label burn. Show all posts
Showing posts with label burn. Show all posts
19 October, 2018
23 August, 2018
Blown out lungs
And so my life it continues to run still,
even after you left me.
All of this time I just wanted to see,
another colour that will paint the sea.
Like a wind,
it's blowing away.
Like the wind,
it goes right by me,
to the ocean where it's hard to see,
where the hell does the land meet.
I wanna move to the place that you know,
try to see everything.
I wanna move to the place that you know,
try seeing everything.
Here I am now,
blowing my lungs out,
on the sea to set the sail.
Do you know what it's like,
to be stuck in the same place.
Do you know what it's like,
to be stuck all on your own.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn all my skin.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn off my skin.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn all my skin.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn off my skin.
Like a wind,
it's blowing away.
Like the wind,
it goes right by me,
to the ocean where it's hard to see,
just where the hell does the land meet.
I want to stare at the sun,
want to be the only one,
in such times,
your mouth is a gun.
Everything that you can see,
all leads up back to me,
stand motionless like a tree,
all of this,
will fall down inevitably.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn all my skin.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn off my skin.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn all my skin.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn off my skin.
even after you left me.
All of this time I just wanted to see,
another colour that will paint the sea.
Like a wind,
it's blowing away.
Like the wind,
it goes right by me,
to the ocean where it's hard to see,
where the hell does the land meet.
I wanna move to the place that you know,
try to see everything.
I wanna move to the place that you know,
try seeing everything.
Here I am now,
blowing my lungs out,
on the sea to set the sail.
Do you know what it's like,
to be stuck in the same place.
Do you know what it's like,
to be stuck all on your own.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn all my skin.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn off my skin.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn all my skin.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn off my skin.
Like a wind,
it's blowing away.
Like the wind,
it goes right by me,
to the ocean where it's hard to see,
just where the hell does the land meet.
I want to stare at the sun,
want to be the only one,
in such times,
your mouth is a gun.
Everything that you can see,
all leads up back to me,
stand motionless like a tree,
all of this,
will fall down inevitably.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn all my skin.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn off my skin.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn all my skin.
I wanna lay on top of the deck,
let the sun burn off my skin.
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