You can't be more wrong

You think I'm doing fine,
But darling you've got no idea what's on my mind.
Every night I fight my fears,
I fight the fear of dying alone,
I fight the fear of losing you, again,
For once I want to be able to hold you,
But you are nowhere to be found,
And when I hold you, I can't feel you,
When I feel you, I can't see you,
When I see you, I don't know you,
Because you're nothing like the girl I once loved.

And now when I can feel you, hold you and see you,
I can't stop reminding myself of how you screwed me over.
You took everything from me,
The only thing left is my sanity,
And even that is questionable.
Nothing is the same since you left me.
Nothing will ever be the same.