Back and forth,
like the tick of a metronome,
singing steps following a rhythmic pace,
such a wonderful tune of grace.
Polyrhythmic beats of a heart,
making it hard to breath,
all because of the hospitality,
one should be sorry for the fantasies.
An even though it's an awkward time,
the rhythm doesn't change,
the thoughts stay the same,
existing in perfect harmony.
Spending time together,
lives that resemble a turn table,
only getting bored when the music stops,
only getting bored when it's time to part.
Yet overall,
I had a funky night,
it was a really funky time.
26 year old Philosophy professor from Macedonia that usually writes poetry and short stories that help me express my feelings towards people, events, life in general. I also stream on Twitch @lehgou
24 February, 2020
37 out of 48 hours together
28 January, 2020
A whole box of grain stuck in my throat
Finding my thoughts,
as I gather the right words,
here I am listening loudly,
as you speak so calmly.
I'd let you take me to hell,
just to hold your hand,
one last time.
And now I'm missing the days,
when I didn't have to stare at the ceiling,
with all the words in my throat,
no wonder you find me misleading.
Won't you turn off the engine,
roll up the windows,
sit in silence, alone, with me.
as I gather the right words,
here I am listening loudly,
as you speak so calmly.
I'd let you take me to hell,
just to hold your hand,
one last time.
And now I'm missing the days,
when I didn't have to stare at the ceiling,
with all the words in my throat,
no wonder you find me misleading.
Won't you turn off the engine,
roll up the windows,
sit in silence, alone, with me.
06 January, 2020
To the girl I trusted
Quiet,whisper the needs,
never shall we waste,
ideas,as our soul bleeds,
I'm hypnotized by the shape of your waist.
Sounds that never vibrate,
slowly thumping heartache,
finger-banged wound prayed away,
pain slipped through my thoughts as I lay awake.
never shall we waste,
ideas,as our soul bleeds,
I'm hypnotized by the shape of your waist.
Sounds that never vibrate,
slowly thumping heartache,
finger-banged wound prayed away,
pain slipped through my thoughts as I lay awake.
Should I run away,
and will my love forever stay?
I need a closure,
and will my love forever stay?
I need a closure,
so give me the time of day,
proceeded by the unsucceeded love of my mistakes.
Will you ever gonna change?
Is this all a game?
Should I even try to stay awake?
Will you call me late at night to keep the pain away?
proceeded by the unsucceeded love of my mistakes.
Will you ever gonna change?
Is this all a game?
Should I even try to stay awake?
Will you call me late at night to keep the pain away?
27 December, 2019
Folk punk songs are my new forte, or so i think
Jogging
down the city,
breathing in the smog,
seeing all the people,
living happily with their jobs.
Some say to just live simply,
philosophy is a fraud,
lying to the people,
where it gets the money from.
If you're working freelance,
you 're your own boss,
but would that mean self hate,
since we all hate our jobs.
Society is failing,
with poverty by its side,
would it be much better,
if we all fucking died.
It's not about the money,
it's all about the art.
But if I had no money,
then I wouldn't sing this song.
breathing in the smog,
seeing all the people,
living happily with their jobs.
Some say to just live simply,
philosophy is a fraud,
lying to the people,
where it gets the money from.
If you're working freelance,
you 're your own boss,
but would that mean self hate,
since we all hate our jobs.
Society is failing,
with poverty by its side,
would it be much better,
if we all fucking died.
It's not about the money,
it's all about the art.
But if I had no money,
then I wouldn't sing this song.
10 December, 2019
Dive over/ Fly under
Could it be that it's done?
Life goes on and so must we.
Speak your mind,
just don't hold back,
when night comes,
let's just pray to see the day.
Most my life,
I'm just biding time,
and here I am,
doing fine.
Should we trust the paper masks?
The birds all flew away,
and so did I.
Half-hearted disguises lay lies,
tearful eyes,
wash our lives.
Most the time,
I'm wasting my life,
following the words of
"How I died" by "The Living Man"
Give an arm and leg,
try to stay sane.
I am fine,
wasted away.
Life goes on and so must we.
Speak your mind,
just don't hold back,
when night comes,
let's just pray to see the day.
Most my life,
I'm just biding time,
and here I am,
doing fine.
Should we trust the paper masks?
The birds all flew away,
and so did I.
Half-hearted disguises lay lies,
tearful eyes,
wash our lives.
Most the time,
I'm wasting my life,
following the words of
"How I died" by "The Living Man"
Give an arm and leg,
try to stay sane.
I am fine,
wasted away.
02 December, 2019
My essay will be finished once the seventh seal breaks and the angles get their trumpets or whatever
Does silence disprove existence,
or does it just mean that someone's not interested.
Living our lives,
guided by the light,
and blinded by the sound that's not present.
Lives filled with love,
love for the waves,
bird songs pushed to the direction where the wind blows.
Even the grass is singing it's story of growth.
Hearing nothingness,
when you open your mouth,
the loud silence that you always talk about.
So do you exist if I can't hear you,
or is your existence dependent on your lovely silent song.
or does it just mean that someone's not interested.
Living our lives,
guided by the light,
and blinded by the sound that's not present.
Lives filled with love,
love for the waves,
bird songs pushed to the direction where the wind blows.
Even the grass is singing it's story of growth.
Hearing nothingness,
when you open your mouth,
the loud silence that you always talk about.
So do you exist if I can't hear you,
or is your existence dependent on your lovely silent song.
28 November, 2019
Teriyaki chicken made by the Teriyaki Boyz from the comfort of their 1980s Volkswagen
Please forgive, I got no desire,
I was warm but you put out the fire.
So don't hold back my tears.
Now you just try to avoid looking me in the face,
not even our thoughts can see eye to eye.
Please let's forget the lies we told ourselves.
I used to dream bout your golden hair,
than November came and we're not the same, anymore,
but I guess we're happy.
Put on your shoes,
let's go for a stroll downtown.
So look out for the monsters,
hiding in corners, living in alleys,
hunting down our dreams.
Let's run in opposite directions,
so if the world is round,
we'll meet again.
And if I fall off a cliff,
no one will catch me,
but if the world's round,
we'll meet again.
And if I drown,
will there be anyone to save me.
But if the world's round,
I'll see you again.
So don't you stop,
we'll meet again.
Don't you turn,
that's not the plan,
And don't blame me,
if I don't make it.
I'm at the pub,
trying to forgive and forget.
I was warm but you put out the fire.
So don't hold back my tears.
Now you just try to avoid looking me in the face,
not even our thoughts can see eye to eye.
Please let's forget the lies we told ourselves.
I used to dream bout your golden hair,
than November came and we're not the same, anymore,
but I guess we're happy.
Put on your shoes,
let's go for a stroll downtown.
So look out for the monsters,
hiding in corners, living in alleys,
hunting down our dreams.
Let's run in opposite directions,
so if the world is round,
we'll meet again.
And if I fall off a cliff,
no one will catch me,
but if the world's round,
we'll meet again.
And if I drown,
will there be anyone to save me.
But if the world's round,
I'll see you again.
So don't you stop,
we'll meet again.
Don't you turn,
that's not the plan,
And don't blame me,
if I don't make it.
I'm at the pub,
trying to forgive and forget.
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